grr..... i wanna go out:(

omg, my blog is totally dead now, my last post is like wat 1 yr ago.... so pathetic sia.... sian nex yr sec 3 le, feel so stressed, hope tat sec 3 nvr come.......but not possible rite... feeling so emo...wan sms, but dunno wat to talk abt....omg, i m gonna become so antisocial now.

omg, to tink i had not posted 4 1 month, so sry.............. :( anyway so many things happen. omg my eoy sucks like s***. freak then i got posted to 2e5, anyway i tink 2e6 is not the best class as mingmin and andrea are the top students n yet they did not get into 2e6, went into 2e3 instead, when i first noe the posting results, i m like omg, how is tat possible, the sch cheated us out of our feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D= how can they???? anyway i was so depressed i wanted to cry, but ipromised not to try even if i were to get into the class tat i want to, which had came true. then the quite unexpected thing happen, is like shuen lin cried, omg omg, i was like how i felt when i got back my psle results, i could not control my tears. then we r like comforting shuen lin, telling her tat she is probably in the best class as andrea n mingmin r all in 2e3. but it is a failure though. so we decided to go for bubble tea as we still had time before co starts. k, i m so depressed, we went to ask ms ling if there is a way to change class, but she said tat there is practically no way, there is 1, which is pestering the vp, mr ng, but it would not seem to work either, sigh.......... i totally hate co now, especially tat xu yi ping, i dun want to say tat but she is really.......... i really dun feel like talking abt her, she asked me to go percussion and expect me to learn how to plat tat thing in jus 2 lessons, tats practically crazy, she dun even let me n rachel play the suona, wat the, if she dun hav the intention to do so, then y let us learn the instrument and let us hav no chance to perform our instrument in a performance, wtf.

secondly, is abt grace, tats is wat ong said in our shared blog:

today we discovered smthinGrace is a bitchnot very surprising though since we all noe b4 that she is a bitch but we discovered she is the mother of all of itshe suckreallyanyway. i shall start my day...so today i woke up and go tuition till 12.15 and walk to j8 to meet shuen since its v near and i ate 2 cups of minimerlts(oops, there oes all my diet plan) vanilla and shuen had one then we went to kfc and got each got a large popcorn chicken and decided to eat it oon the waty to bi8njg qi's house. so we bought it and we started on e way to bing qi house and i discovered its in a house in my aunt's area too.not themain point though. anyway,we jay7cross and laugh like shit cuz we cross halfway and found that the other side it blocked up by some stupid metal so we walk a bit in the middle of e road and search for bing qi's house and afdter a while we found it and went up. then bing qi's identical tywin came and we thought its her but she look a bit diff and me and shuen rmb bing got a twin so latere we went in and found bing qi and ka yan and GRACE inside playing some game on bing qi house and then shuen was thirstyso we went out and get some drink and then we got some for GRACE and ka yan and we stareted to slack around for a while.that time we decided GRACE and othewrs was alright so we slackl till sock hui came too and started and SUDDELY NOTE!!!!grace say not to include shu yun and vivian's name.bitchmother of allwe were shock and me and shuen look at each other and i said we will talk abt this later to put it off.then she made this bitchy list and exclude v and sy nameagainbitchso we made no thing and no comment so she took it all say yes and we juz ignore it. i diodnt tink much but juz to keep in mind to take care of thgings later. after all.there is the 4 of them and we 2 cant possibiliy fight them.its easier to take them down one by one,it also breaks them up more thouroughly too, so we started and pick a tune out of a few bing qi played and then i recorde it anmd we started to wirte lyrics1)i did all the lyrics and shuen and GRACE gave a few modification comments.2) plz note dat kayan and sock hui did nothin3) then ok, me gave lyrics,shuen and GRACE gave a few comments,bing took care of the music and provided us the location to do this thing(which i mind a lot as i don even wan2 go someoine house in the first place), and sock hui in the end copied the music which is not neccessary AT all as i plan to send them anyway and ka yan DID NOT EVEN DO ANYTHING.DID NOIT DO ANYTHING BUT XCME AND USE HER ASS TO WARM UP THE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!bitchand then bing mum v. nice and then we ate some dessert of hers and then we went off and GRACE and whioever need to take bus and me and shuen decided to hang at j8 somemore so we went and go to kfc toi rest as we were beat from all the 3walkjing at i ordered a snackmer and she ate some fries and si9po some drink and we diuscuss wad mother of all bitches GRACE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talkin bout tarnishing the reputation of the word "grace".we list out a few points:1)at the styart of the year, shuen told me she heard GRACE said she hate shuen2) she started to backmouth us throughout the whole time to sy bout us treating her as a spare tire and all and a few times sy wan2 sit with us and GRACE juz don let her go!don mind me saying againbitch*which is not true, we juz thought sy wan2 sit with them and we juz don wan like force her or smthin like bother her its like when you tinki someone sit with someone else for recess you wont go everyday still to ask her to go w you3)she had an arguement with sy and when they dpoing project that day, she ask sy to stay back and don let her do amnything and say she necver do anything.MOTHER OF THE WHOLE UNIVERSE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!4) juz cuz sy told her later about the not going cuz her dad is go8ing to cut her allowance if she go(for god sake, no offence but sy allowance is little, all students are, she cant lose anymore) and SHE DON WAN TO INCLUDE JHER NAME!WHEN SHE NOE SY ALWAYS DO ALOT IN A PROJECT WORK!!!!! in fact she did most for out project(guilty) AND IT WAS SOLELY HER IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 WHY IUS THERE SUCH A BITCHY PERSON ON EARTH???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON BELIVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE SHOULD BE IN A LAB FOR STRUDYING WHY HER BITCHNESS LEVEL IS BEYOND IMAGINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wonder why she is not in the Most Extreme for bitchesi tink i miss it cuz i often miss out the no.1 i wil keep my eyes openthen later we discuss abt things only e 4 of us. plz sms me when u guys see this.i will like to keep our plan to our self. those who dono the plan and are super interested can call me or tell me tmr when go online to msn. if u noe.... vi noe but not sy and shuen right?haha e rest i will continue tmr. and i will see if i wanna post our plan on tis blog.interested ppl can tell me. i can let u in on the story:) depending on who u r...


this is wat i m gonna say, anyway i had said abt this person b4, n now d secret is out, tat person is grace. seriously, i had hated her n thought of her as a bitch ever since may or june. let me tell u why i thought of her as a bitch:
1. she deprives sy's right to eat wif us, n sy had to pretend we met on coincidence, wth, she is seriously a slut.
2. she is damn possesive, tat time when sy was her friend, she actually became a bootlicker of sy. eg. d calculator game, sy was like, win us n tat bitch said tat sy was better than us cos she could beat us even though she played it 4 d first time while we play 4 damn long le.
3. when sy or other ppl ask her ques, she would seem ignorant abt it while she can ask ppl ques!!!!! stupid....
4. then there is more, like yest incident.....

anyway, we plan to cook up a plan to tell d whole class tat she is a bitch. sy wrote a poem, tat is.... sory cannot copy, so u can go sy's blog n see it, very interesting, i totally luv it!!! :) anyway, i m also cooking up a plan, haven thought out it yet, but i will. anyway, ong haven forgetten abt me n kah wai's incident n she keeps saying tat kah wai is mine, wth. yest, she was like on the phone ' u tell kah wai abt how bitchy grace is' im like, WAT??????????? y should i tell kah wai abt this????????? y must it be me??? seriously, i dun understand y they like to put me n kah wai together??? is it bcos we once sat side by side n we had to tease me n i like sort of retaliate???? wateva, grace is more important now(as in in d bad way)......................

sory 4 not posting 4 a long time...... -.-lll k, anyway nothing reaaly interesting happen though. jus 2 things to post 2day.

firstly,
i bought ouran high host club as i was 'moved' by ong's interestness, lol. then we went to bishan to buy it. then we went to eat kfc n bought the snacker meal. then we each bought mountain dew. aft finishing our meal, me n ong did the most disgusting thing in the world, or maybe fascinating. ong got 2 cups of plain water n she drank 1. 4 d other 1, she pour it into her mountain dew cup, and pour few packets of chilli sauce n tomato ketchup. next, i pour some ice tat is stained with mountain dew into the cup, lastly, we pour salt n some pepper into the drink. and we added some pepper as garnishing. sounds disgusting, i noe. but the taste is 2o nice to be true. it is hot, bcos of the chilli n pepper, n sour, bcos of the ketchup, and saltish, bcos of the salt, n a bit bland. imagine the taste, ewww............... aft drinking it, i literarily ran to the tap n rinse my mouth, i nearly vomitted my snackers out, thinking of it made me cringe.............

sory 4 not posting 4 a long time, there is something wrong with the keyboard, so cannot type. nothing to post abt though, except we saw mr tham yest n he said abt the report book tat we gave him. n me n shuen lin quickly chiong down the staircase 2 avoid embarassment. but bingqi told us to went back n we each got a free packet of choc. i found it real nice bcos
1. it is really nice
2. it is free
3. it is by mr tham

hahaha, lol. then anyway, i got a msn, can anybody give me ur hotmail email address, then can add u?? ty. tats all bb

wat a shitty day 2day......
no.1, i m not used at my current seat, no more gossiping, but can sms =D
2day, aft recess, me, shuen lin n ong
bought loads of snacks to chi class 2day n had a mini party=D
then i need to get something n i yi qu bu hui tou, tats wat ong said.
and ong got caught by mr yang ferr eating. ong is so dumb tat she does not even noe how to be a thief.
oh ya, during calligraphy, liao lao shi was so pissed by the boys.
then had D&T,
2day was not tat boring,
me,shuen lin,grace,huishi,shuyun,bingqi and kayan sat at one table..
and we drew the animals, or are we tracing???
was laughing all along by ong's stupid drawing.ong's rabbit doesnt look like one,and bingqi's rabbit looks creepy, she said is the rabbit wanted revenge, lol, creepy though.
and then aft sch,
me, shuen lin, shuyun n ong went to j8 to but teacher day's present, but we sort of half failed.
tat stupid ong took such a long time to buy th ticket... thought she didn't noe how to buy.
wanted to scare her at first, but then so long liao, so we went up to look 4 her, our plan thus failed.
we saw mr tham talking to huishi
wanted to watch movie..
but didnt in th end... cos didn't want to skip co
then we tried to buy minimelts..
but the machine went crazy
we tried to put money in it, but it refuses to accerpt it. lol
then me and huishi spent like 15 mins in a shop looking at those BOF cards.. to be exact kim hyun joong cards
and bought alot each
ong even stole my favourite one, freak her.
then went shopping in those gift shops to find teachers' day presents ...
we got a teacher's report book 4 mr tham..
couldnt find anything for miss ling,though..
had ice cream...hot fudge sundae!!!)
went back to serangoon 4 co
and on th mrt,
shuen lin suddenly thought of mrtham and said
if were to put his name together,
its MRT ham
lol though
then on th way back to sch,
we were discussing wat to give miss chua..
and we said we'll give her a keychain, small one of course and a clock
送钟

2day we had a major reshuffle in our seating arrangements by ms ling aft yest when ms ling told yms, han lyn n wun ping to go ack their seats but they refuse. omg i m so depressed cos i couldn't sit wif shuen lin n lai kah wai anymore. i will miss them alot cos i would hav no one to talk to as in gossiping n no one 4 me to poke. sigh, my current seat is terrible, behind sabrina, in front mei ling n beside ming min n i totally hate tat row!!!! :( sigh, suddenly i hate ms ling so much, but soon i kinda of get over it, but still very depressed. then there was chi test 2day, it is damn difficult n i didn't hav time to finish again, omg i still couldn't get over my misery 2day!!!!!!!!! i dunno why i feel very sad to not sit beside lai kah wai n shuen lin, there is tat kind of weird feeling dunno y

sorry 4 not posting 4 such a long time，i m so busy. firstly, there was council inves, omg, i was so nervous n excited n my stocking felt weird. when it was time to walk in, i m like, omg, so nervous, everybody is like looking at us, gosh, then when we walking to the stage, one gal from n1 nearly fell n my shock expression can be seen. then the sec 2, 3, both excos n sec 4 councillors walk in, i m like staring at the boys in my class n saw yms, n his face look damn retarded!!!! haha, then mrs ong speech, n the 3rd student council president speech, it is so boring tat i felt like sleeping. then we took our badge n then there was d passing down ceremony, i m so sad bcos the 6th exc0 r like leaving liao, then they use the candle to sort of show tat the 6th exco pass down their duties to the 7th exco, n it was damn touching n there was tat smell. then they leave the stage n we put on our badges. unfortunately 4 me, i m not 2o sure how to put d badge, so when hands alr, i still haven put on my badge, so i jus like take out the whole badge n it is damn obvious, cos there is d gold badge but i didn't hav. k then xavier speech n say pledge, i tink i said d pledge very softly, omg, n throughout the whole ceremony i m like half slouching, omg, i made d worst mistake on a formal ceremony like this!!!!!!! then aft the pledge was the end of ceremony, yippe!!!! i m so happy

han lyn is ill, thus she is like mc for 2 days. hope she will come back soon
!!!

next let me talk abt ong, so much thing happen tis week. on tue, we wanted to jiao xun ong 4 running off with xinwei, so we sort of half ignore her lah, but we still got answer her ques, ok. but me, shuen lin and shuyun was like want to talk 2 her on wed. then d most incredulous thing happen, ong decided to ignore us n went to talk to yi tien n cassandra. we r like, wat heck care. then this lasted 4 2 days. then shuen lin was like, in the rate tat yi tien, cassandra n ong is going, dun tink wrongly ok, ong is not les, or maybe she is, cos she is with u noe tat ppl, who is 3/4 girl, 1/4 boys, where his real gender is a guy lah. to continue, shuen lin is afraid tat we might loose tat fren forever jus a minute of folly. then we decided to look 4 ong to explain things, but she is drinking water with bingqi, wunping. when she was alone, we tried to talk to her, but shuen lin, so in th end we didn't. i felt like a coward lol. then we decided to tink of ways to mend our frenship, then i thought of this fantab idea. since we dare not face to face to talk with ong, so jus send sms. i sent 2 seperately, cos it is 2o long, and the first sms got no space lol. then i sent it to shuen lin n she said ok, so i jus sent it to her, n she replied. it said wat ong said tat it is also her fault 4 letting me tink tat she ran off with yi tien n cassandra. lame. then she said tat no need to forgive n stuff like tat, blablahblah..... so we became frens again n shuen lin reply was hilarious, she said tat she could not contain her excitement as we got tat atm back again, lol. but bcos we always 'borrow' money fro ong and nvr return her, so means she is the atm. then 2day we talked again like b4, so happy.

yest was ct5 4 maths, sigh.........i seriouly had no time to do one question, OMG, it is 5 marks, ok?????????????????? ah........ i m so depressed, bcos i spent like half of the time doing the graph cos i see the wrong ques. then i got 1 q wrong le, :( tink got problem getting a1. sigh i shall stop talking abt it cos i m really depressed now. this few days, i had council inves rehearsal, omg d cock shoes are like, i dunno how to explain, very difficult to walk. then once i nearly fell, it was so scary, i nearly screamed out loud. then we need to like stand up and sit down in unity, which is like quite difficult. then need to sort of do the whole thing, like do every thing tat we need tto do during inves. like walk in say pledge etc. then we need to keep my legs close, which is like, simply impossible, cos i m a tomboy, hahaha, if u noe me, u will noe. then ms ong was like, redo d whole thing again, i was like wth, it is 5.20 alr, still wan us to do. freak. then aft tat chiong to co, co finish alr, nvr take my score and shao pian, and i m also missing lessons this mon, also bcos of inves rehearsal, i m not complaining, but seriously, i did not get enough sleep, so like during rehearsal, very sleepy.

to add on my misery, my ct4 marks are out:
Eng: nil(marks are from the podcast)
Maths: 26/30(lousy)
Bio annd physics: not sure
Hist: 19/25( also very lousy)
Lit: 20/25(ok)

my blog looks seriously dead..............nvm, juz came back from a very tiring sch day. omg, suona is so difficult to play, my jaws nearly dropped and mt cheeks are like, damn red. u noe wat d senior said, it is kind of.......... u noe, r*******, haha, hope u understand. he said tat my face damn red, like tomato, fine, i m used to ppl saying tat, but the worst thing is, he said tat it is like tomato, juz tat he cannot eat it. i was like, kinda wanting to scream right at his face, or maybe saying lol. sigh, then when we first started, the senior told me to like use the mouthpiece and try to blow some sound out of it, i was like blowing and blowing, but nothing came out, except 4 some air coming out, it is damn hilarious. then finally after a almost a hundred attempt then i m able to blow some sound. senior said tat d aim is to blow continuously for like 5 sec, it may seem easy, but 4 a beginner like me, it is damn damn difficult, ok, maybe bcos i have a stupid and slow witted blain. then before tat, me and rachel ask xu lao shi tat if we can change instrument cos we really dun like suona, then tat xu lao shi was like, suona is a important instrument in co, onli important and clever ppl can play the suona well. i wanted to say tat i m seriously stupid, or i would not have get into this sch and see her face every mon and fri(most of them). i m most pissed off tat she said suona is the most inportant instrument cos she said tat to me when i said i did not want sheng, wth,. i seriously regret now 4 hating sheng so much. now suddenly i felt tat i wanted to play the pipa, it look damn nice siah. sigh then something happen, rachel broke the senior's mouthpiece and 4 a small little thing, it cost 6 dollars,omg it is damn ex. then the senior pretended to be very sad, making rachel very guilty, and when xu lao shi heard abt it, she said tat if something like this happen again, we will have to pay 20 dollars as fine.

do u tink i should change my blogskin??? maybe i change to boys over flowers or kim hyun joong blogskin, maybe is nicer, pls give me opinions. i m pissed off, my father actually said tat kim hyun joong looked like sissy, wth, how can he say tat. got nothing to post about 2day, sigh.... bb